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This Is My Destiny
Publisher: Journeyman
Length: 52mins
Location: Afghanistan
Copyright: ©Equal Access
Published: 29 Jul, 2010
Last Updated: 2 Sep, 2010
Ref: 4881
As an angel-faced baby stumbles excitedly around a humble home, his family laugh adoringly, "See how lively he is!" Throughout his short life, they have been giving Murad opium "so he calms down and rests", and to banish any pains. For this baby born into addiction, recovery seems almost impossible. Yet others with addiction forged in the crucible of poverty and war refuse to accept that there is no hope. "If there is a job...Why choose addiction?" says Ekhtyal, his once handsome face now lopsided thanks to a bullet gone astray.

From a pockmarked Kabul squat to the desiccated northern plains, the oblivion of opium has become the last resort. Mothers across the remote regions of Afghanistan know they shouldn't do it - but when her baby has a stomach-ache, Khoshan gives "her a puff to calm down her pain so she won't die." When challenged she sobs: "There wasn't...There wasn't a doctor."

It's a matter of days before Khoshan and her daughter go to the newly opened rehabilitation clinic. But for both mother and baby, the sweats and convulsions of withdrawal are hard to bear. "If only there was opium...my legs wouldn't be aching". With little work and little food, opium also staves off boredom and hunger. As Khoshan agonises, her older child edges in: "the bull and the calf are in the broadbean patch, they've eaten the broadbeans".

"What does this innocent baby understand? You made her an opium addict...don't give her opium again", chides the drug clinic's doctor. Yet with little healthcare and an uneducated population, he knows that it's not just the mother's fault. But the clinic does have it's success stories; "I was an opium addict, so was my father, so was my grandfather", says Mahram. Today he is drug free.

Khoshan carries her baby out of the clinic and disappears back into an unforgiving landscape, peppered with poppy fields. The subject of this film is tough but the sensitive narrative and the beauty of the photography, somehow manage to bring an element of lightness.

Comments

 
  • 1.  LouTm52 (1 month ago)

    My foster son Ali doesn't want to see such films....he gets so depressed. but for me, it is useful education, so that I can help my friends better.

    Posted: Jul 29 2010, 09:05Report Abuse
  • 2.  nimfeo (1 month ago)

    Dats good

    Posted: Jul 30 2010, 17:16Report Abuse
  • 3.  robasek (1 month ago)

    This is the best site, ever!

    Posted: Aug 01 2010, 08:10Report Abuse
  • 4.  MINISTAOFSINISTA (1 month ago)

    good on you journey man.keep journalisim alive!

    Posted: Aug 03 2010, 11:10Report Abuse
  • 5.  MINISTAOFSINISTA (1 month ago)

    why isnt it working.do we have to pay?i got no money can you please let me watch for free journey man.i like you.so can i.can i please?watch for free.

    Posted: Aug 03 2010, 11:19Report Abuse
  • 6.  ll42 (4 weeks ago)

    I would love to watch the programs you have available

    Posted: Aug 05 2010, 17:07Report Abuse
  • 7.  Shelbyafrica (4 weeks ago)

    Good one

    Posted: Aug 08 2010, 01:40Report Abuse
  • 8.  gikeenan (4 weeks ago)

    Very sensitive and revealing filming....true to the pain and thoughtfully presented. Very well done! Thank you!

    Posted: Aug 09 2010, 01:43Report Abuse
  • 9.  squirrels_nests (2 days ago)

    Very interesting!

    Posted: Sep 02 2010, 01:04Report Abuse

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